                       THE STORY OF KAREN DELOEW
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                                  by
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                             MASTER PAUL
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             Part 1 Chapter 1 - An Introduction by Karen
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My name is Karen Deloew. I am 32 years old, very much a "total" woman and 
until  a short while ago, I was convinced that I was....shall we say....either
"straight" or perhaps dominant in nature and sexual preference.
My background is, for now, functionally unimportant to the story
I am about to relate, but it will, through the course of this
very exhilerating experience, set to words, probably come out a
piece at a time as my new Master so wishes it, and, most
importantly, as I agree to have it come out.
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That word......."master".........no, sorry,......."MASTER" does
things to me I never ever dreamed possible............possible?........
.....better to say "never dreamed existed"...........!!!!
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I cannot relate how I feel without explaining how I "discovered" this
side of myself. It was earlier this year while I searched the
adult boards across the country for people to talk with that I
received an univited (though, NOW, pleadingly and beggingly "welcomed")
mesaage which read like this:
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"Hi, Karen! My name is Master Paul. I am 49, 6'-3", 245lbs, and a
blue eyed and bearded MASTER of truly submissive ladies. Would
you like to talk?"
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The message took me totally by surprise....and gave me a fear
induced knot at the pit of my stomach.....but I thought, sure,
why not? I'll answer him........and I did:
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"Oh, you're one 'THOSE"? What should we talk about?"
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The answer to my message was simply:
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"Ahhhh, Karen.......before we can talk, you MUST read 'LINDA'S EPIC'
by Master Paul........THIS MASTER PAUL........afterwards, we can 'talk'."
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Following that short message were instructions on where to find
the "EPIC ADVENTURES OF LINDA IN LIFE" on the BBS we were
'talking' back and forth through when I exchanged these messages
with.......MASTER PAUL......now, MY MASTER!!!! (and chosen willfully
and quite easily, by me, as my MASTER, I might add!)
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I exited the message base and went, as instructed, to the then eight
chapters of "LINDA'S EPIC" and began to read them........my time
on the board expired before I had finished the tale..........and
my entire being...mind and body was shaking uncontrollably....from
what I had just quickly devoured...............the submissive "tale"
of "LINDA" literally melted me into a helpless and panting mass of sexually
stimulated jelly.......NO, "sexual stimulation" is NOT quite correct.....It's
a lot LOT more than that..............because the words I had read were
part of one of my deepest and totally unfullfilled fantasies....one 
I had heretofore 'hidden' from the entire world. All the things I
had carefully contrived in my 'make believe world of submission'
were spread before my eyes on my computer screen....BEFORE I RAN
OUT OF TIME!!!!
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The next day, with a full authorized time allocation in hand, I
logged back into the hypnotic "LINDA'S EPIC" and read it through to the
end.....this time shaking worse than the day before and barely
able to control my inputs as one hand stole beneath the table to
satisfy a rising need within me to auto-erotically play along
with the storyline.................and by the time I had
completed the eight chapters and switched back to the message
base I was able to leave only this message:
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"Ohhhhhhh.......MMMMEEEELLLLTTTTT!!!!...............I am
shaking, and feel so good....and strange!"
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That night I looged back on and found this message waiting for me:
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"Ahhhh, beautiful Lady.................I UNDERSTAND!!!!"
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"You have read ALL of 'LINDA'?"
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I answered in a message to MASTER PAUL:
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"Yesssssssssssss.........ALL!!!!" "It DEFINITELY turns me on!"
"Is there more?" "You make me so horny!" 
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No, I embellished that a bit.....what I said was "HOT!!!!"...."Oh.God, 
I'm MELTING!!!!"
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and then I 'sent' it. But horny did not in any way describe what
I felt...........the feeling is indescribable.........you have to
experience it to really and truly understand what I went through
those two times on the Board reading THAT STORY........it was
unreal and yet it was as though I had actually LIVED the story
myself....and somehow, don't ask me why, I KNEW, beyond ANY doubt, that
the "tale"...LINDA'S EPIC.....was real....very real. (Nothing I have
discovered to date contradicts my belief and EVERYTHING makes me
literally scream a panting breathless "YYYYEEEESSSSSS!!!"
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The next day, when I signed back on this infrequently used (by
me) BBS, there was still another message from MASTER PAUL waiting
for me:
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".......sooooo, you liked 'Linda'..........
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.....did you, Karen?.........Which parts did you 'like'?....and why?"
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I read that message a dozen times and played with the idea of
giving this guy a frivilous and teasing answer,......but what I
wrote was this..........:
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"......all of it.........ALL OF IT...........it's my 'secret'
dreams and fantasies all rolled into one......it's......it's......
......it 'MELTS' me....totally!"
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The next day I checked and there was no answer. And for three
days still no answer.
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Then, on the fourth day, came this:
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........"ummmmmmm, hummmmmmmm..........
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"......I UNDERSTAND, Karen.......truly I do........and more than
that, I believe I understand YOU.....Karen........do you believe
that?"
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I didn't hesitate a moment selecting the reply option to that
message and wrote back.........:
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"....yesss, I know...........
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.....you understand.....but I am afraid of what I feel........and
I don't know if I want ANYONE to ever know how I feel........it
would ruin me because I am so STRONG and so dominant in real
life....pushy if you wish.........I just could not 'handle'
having anyone know I had these sort of.....'feelings'....about
your 'story'.............but I want to continue talking to you
because I'm curious and want to know more about this 'side' of
me.....you won't get mad at me for being 'chicken', so to speak,
will you........?"
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That night, when I logged back on I had another message from
him........MASTER PAUL.........which read:
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"........ummmmm, hummmmm........."
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"....and I understand THAT also.......KAREN.........extremely well"
"You're safe HERE talking with me..........so let's continue and
let me 'talk' to you the way you dream and fantasize when you
read 'LINDA' and let's see what your reactions are to a direct
'conversation', shall we?"
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"Incidentally, Karen, Part 2 Chapter 2 is now up on the
Board....you might want to read it before you answer me, Lovely Karen......
the Lady with the 'fantasies' that CAN come true.....in MASTER PAUL'S
world or domain, if you wish!"
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I exited the message base and went to the story section of that
adult board and read LINDA'S EPIC Part 2 Chapter 2....not once,
not twice but four times........and went nuts doing it......it
made me unbelieveablely horny and more....and it made me leave a
reply that said:
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".....yessssssssssssss!!!........."
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"........I KNOW I'M SAFE HERE, TALKING TO YOU....but I'm not sure
'safe' is what I really want....I don't want to be discovered!
Do you understand? But......yessssssss.....I want you to 'talk to
me' just like in LINDA..............no, to ME, Karen.......first
person and now.....do you understand?" "Your story 'ruins' me....it
just melts me down to jelly..........and makes me so damn horny....
.......I've got to quit....I can't stand this much more....!!!!"
(But, PLEASE, write back to me.....THE WAY YOU WOULD TO 'LINDA'....
...............PLEASE?")
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I checked the board the next three days, sitting there logging on
shaking inside and out but there was no reply...........again, on
the fourth day, a reply was waiting for me......a long long reply:
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".....ahhhh, Beautiful, fantasizing........"
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"....KAREN.......you are special among women on this earth.....you
are a 'gift' for a 'learned' MASTER..............and special and
very submissive creature with a secret 'side' that no one but a
TRUE MASTER can 'see'....and 'feel'..........and 'TOUCH'!"
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The words made me begin to notch into a mood and physical state
that was now becoming VERY familiar to me and a very necessary
part of me that took control of my body away from me an let it go
free to seek its own satisfaction and pleasure............and as I
reached down to position my fingers carefully, before reading on, 
I felt the wetness that those words had created..........and helped 
myself to become wetter and wetter as I read onward through this first
real message from the man who is now my chosen....MASTER......MY
MASTER.......MINE!!!
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"Yes, beautiful, submissive lady.......I know what you want....what 
you need........and I can 'give' it to you as I will NOW demonstrate...."
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The words rang in my head as I read onward..........
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"......what you really want, deep down inside, is to serve a
MASTER.......to be his willing, pliable and complete
satisfaction...to please him totally and submit to his wishes and
requests as he relates them to you..............but more than that,
you want your......MASTER........to bind you...........to control
your every move, thought and reaction.........what you really and
truly want is to be 'flown' by ...........YOUR MASTER....don't
you? To be guided and carefully 'flown'.................over
higher and higher peaks of pure pleasure and satisfaction into
pleasing him in any way you can think of and especailly in all
the ways he requests of you.......that is what you want, isn't it?.....
........lovely, beautiful Karen?"
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As I read the words I played with myself furiously, rimming my
contracting and wet hole and increasingly stimulating my clit to
a frenzy.....................back and forth through my swollen
'valley' as he calls it in 'LINDA".......soaking my pants
thoroughly in the process......and through clouded bedroom eyes I
read onward.........................playing with myself
unashamedly there in my bedroom........and loving every minute of
it!
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".............ahhhhh, my Karen.........if you are to be MY SLAVE......
.......my true submissive female and object of my attentions and 
directions....................then you must learn the FIRST POSITION
I require of my slave.............MY SLAVE............."
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"...........remove your clothes, all of them...........and kneel
on the floor..................spread your legs as wide as you can
and let your smooth, soft behind settle down on the carpet so
your dripping, waiting and spread valley is turned toward your
MASTER for his attentions and, if he chooses,.....................
...punishment..........place your hands and arms horizontal behind
your back and bow your head..........and observe....for the first
time.....your attempts to 'prepare' yourself for YOUR MASTER'S 'taking'
.....lovely, bound and waiting slave.........MY SLAVE!!!!"
"Spread your submissive beauty before your MASTER!!!!"
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Shaking, I rose from the chair and quickly stripped every stitch
of clothes off myself and knelt down on the floor where I assumed
the position and gazed down through the clevage in my naked
breasts and their now hardened and aching niples into the spread
lips of my cunt.....no not cunt......MY MASTER does not like me
to demean my body and my person with crude words like that....my
sex..........one of my many 'tools' to pleasure MY MASTER and for
him to give me relief, pleasure and pain combined if he chooses.
I shook from head to toe for a long time as I knelt there
submitting to a man I did not even know nor had met......until I worked
myself into a frenzy of sexual excitement............which I finally
satisfied by playing with myself until I had had not one but a
whole SERIES of sexual orgasms like none I had ever experienced before...
......eyes closed and picturing myself bound and kneeling before
MY MASTER as he stared down at me and played with my nipples and
my sex..............until he had driven me to my first "limit".
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When I got up, a long time later, the BBS had hung up........and
I shut down the computer and modem. I hadn't even finished his message!
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I did, the next day, eventually finish that message, but there is
no need here to go through that repeat episode. In the days that
have followed those "opening exchanges" I have come to know this
"inner part" of me better and better as I slowly and very carefully and 
cautiously moved toward this man I now call MASTER.....MY MASTER!!!!
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What follows are a series of TRUE, carefully written and edited
chapters,.......written by My Master.....and again I say....MY
MASTER.....MINE!!!!........and reviewed, edited, added to or
deleted from by me....Karen Deloew,....the willing Slave of a kind
and very gentle Master who "FLYS" me to places I never dreamed
existed...... and who understands the "dark side" of me better
than perhaps I do myself............
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.....I know, from my discussions with others on BBS's around the
country....ADULT BBS's.......that the tale "LINDA'S EPIC" is
suspected to be fiction..............terrific fantasy fiction to
be sure....in the B&D and S&M "scene".....but none the less, still 
fiction MY MASTER has carefully cautioned me not to try to "sell the
obvious" but I want to say something to you, the reader of my own
story, about that.
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..........if you are observant and have a keen sense of worldly
reality you, as I did, will discover that nobody invents scenes
and feelings like those that appear in "LINDA".....just as the
scenes and the feelings you are about to read and see here (and if
MY MASTER and I do it correctly....FEEL AND EXPERIENCE!) are obviously
not fiction.........what distinguishes my story from Linda has
nothing to do with reality and non-fiction versus fiction. What
distinguishes them is that I am alive, real and writing this
introduction....and have read ever word, Paul, MY MASTER has
written about me....HIS BUTTERFLY......and SLAVE. I have, in many
places, attempted to insert my own reactions, feelings and
sexuality into the story.....and, above all, I have attempted to
say in mere words how I felt at the moments described in the
chapters of my story............accurately and completely.
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"Karen's Story" is a true joint effort by two people who are
exact opposites but understand each other equally well.....a
story of REAL "flights of fantasy" that bring satisfaction and
pleasure beyond all belief.........the length of which is only
controlled by human endurance, mostly my own........and never
ever willfully brought to a stop by me......never! MY MASTER has
always been there, somewhere, to talk me gentlely back down.......and
had he not been "there", I would have hurt myself badly.........and suffered
greatly and painfully, afterward...........but that never happened because MY
MASTER spent most of his effort not just beside, below, above, in
front of, behind or beside me....and in some cases IN ME....he literally
spent most of his time in my presence with his senses locked onto me to feel
where he was taking me and back me away from harm and permanent damage......
.........BECAUSE, QUITE FRANKLY, WHEN I AM THE "BUTTERFLY" I CAN TRULY ONLY
THINK ABOUT "FLYING" AND MY MASTER'S INSTRUCTIONS.........I AM TOTALLY 
VULNERABLE AND COMPLETELY HELPLESS.......AS I REACH FOR HIGHER "LIMITS"!
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It is not SAFETY as I have seen on the B&D and S&M boards.......not at all. 
MY MASTER "pilots" me like an airplane.........he quite literally
"FLYS" me and hence......that's why I am, to him, THE BUTTERFLY.
At first I was very fearful of "losing control".....later I did
not worry about that so much as I did my MASTER not recognizing
that I COULD NOT SAY NO.........but he ALWAYS does.......and in a
quiet gentle ways says "STOP" for me...........You will hear my
screaming begging and pleading No's when he starts me back down
from my flights.....because I have worked long and hard with him
on this story to see that they are in the story in every place
where they belong....which is almost everywhere.
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At the risk of being disrespectful to the "would be masters" of
the B&D and S&M scene on the BBS Boards and elsewhere, I, Karen Deloew,
through MY MASTER'S written media, now tell my story. MASTER PAUL is a
talented man (in my opinion), skilled with words............a MASTER is the
correct word. But more than that,...............he is the most sensitive,
caring person I have ever met in my life...........which makes it
a constant battle not to fall in love with this big, blue eyed,
bearded "gentle savage" and maker of slaves..........the Master
of the Rings.............and creator of BUTTERFLIES........and
this BUTTERFLY in particular........I, Karen Deloew,.....MY MASTER's
SLAVE.....and THE BUTTERFLY! But my Master has warned me that Karen
Deloew cannot fall in love with him.....only the BUTTERFLY...and
the BUTTERFLY only comes out to "play" on the special occassions my
Master determines........though I cheat a little by contacting
him and letting him see her lurking in me to get out....sometimes
he lets her loose. I LIKE THAT....a LOT!!!!
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So from my Master.....MASTER PAUL....and from THE BUTTERFLY, HIS
SLAVE.....to all the aspiring Masters and Slaves and their often
Fantasy Only Worlds.....here is "KAREN'S STORY"...........not a sequel 
to the LINDA'S EPIC........which he has told me will continue to
its actual and real end (I know the whole story!....it's BEAUTIFUL!)..... 
................but a direct result of MY MASTER'S EXPERIENCES having been 
written and I, Karen Deloew, having read them and found THE BUTTERFLY in me
and let her LOOSE to be with her MASTER............a love story
born of another such story..........but only for brief periods in
quiet private settings..........away from the "normal" world. If
I have "regrets" about any of this, I suspect that they are centered
in the fact that I have, of necessity, been compelled to live two
seperate and distinct "lives" to experience what I have. But I am
quite comfortable with that,.......NOW.........and can carefully 
and sometimes powerfully distinguish between Karen's "world" and
the soaring and helplessly errotic "world of THE BUTTERFLY".....and
I believe I can do it better than Linda, who twice became trapped
in the open as THE BUTTERFLY and suffered a great deal for it.
While my "background" is, to some extent, a lot like Linda's, I
seem to have better control of the, shall we say, "separation between
'worlds'".............and at the risk of making MY MASTER unhappy.....
.........I honestly believe that I AM MASTER PAUL'S ----REAL-------
BUTTERFLY................the genuine Slave Lady of his inner most fantasies.
If he leaves this in the opening chapter of THE STORY OF KAREN DELOEW,
.........then both you and I have HIS ANSWER to that belief of mine......
............"PLEASE, MASTER?.........PPPPPLLLLLEEEEAAAASSSSEEEE....SIR?"
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Oh yes.......one other thing........Karen Deloew is PROUD to let
the BUTTERFLY "loose"............to play with HER MASTER...MASTER
PAUL (as you will, I think, plainly see for yourself!!!!)
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                   End of Part 1 Chapter 1
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                  "THE STORY OF KAREN DELOEW"
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(Note: the message base paragraph "fillers" have been left in the
story........."-"........where they were used to upload the story
from MASTER PAUL to THE BUTTERFLY for her editing, additions and
deletions..........remove them if you wish------->MASTER PAUL)rom MASTER PAUL to THE BUTTERFLY for her editing, additions and
deletions....